It is. I never expected that aspect. There are things I could do here, accomplishments I could attain and actual...good...[he seems to taste the word] I could do, if only I can work to earn local trust.
What I did? Well.
[How to explain? His rage is more or less under control under the TX's watchful eye, and he has been given much food for thought since coming here. So...]
I was, by any standard, a very evil man. My sense of revenge was...theatrical...and involved several deaths. [And sometimes he just killed people because they insulted him or were in the way. But that part he glosses over, feeling an unaccustomed twitch of shame.] In fact when I first came here the TX did well to watch me constantly. I realize that now.
[A soft laugh. It's easier to confide now that Prefect has done so. And he feels he needs to. Perhaps it's the drugs, or the pain, or just...the irony of it all.]
My turning points always happen at ports. First I found myself a benevolent, redeemed seller of potions, and then...died on an end stage world.
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Date: 2012-03-04 06:31 pm (UTC)What I did? Well.
[How to explain? His rage is more or less under control under the TX's watchful eye, and he has been given much food for thought since coming here. So...]
I was, by any standard, a very evil man. My sense of revenge was...theatrical...and involved several deaths. [And sometimes he just killed people because they insulted him or were in the way. But that part he glosses over, feeling an unaccustomed twitch of shame.] In fact when I first came here the TX did well to watch me constantly. I realize that now.
[A soft laugh. It's easier to confide now that Prefect has done so. And he feels he needs to. Perhaps it's the drugs, or the pain, or just...the irony of it all.]
My turning points always happen at ports. First I found myself a benevolent, redeemed seller of potions, and then...died on an end stage world.
You know...I liked being the potion seller.